Long time no see [review] [new toy] [catch up]

So I was reminded that this blog existed recently and after some thought I think I might try to keep it updated again. Some of you may know about three years ago I went off anything sexual after having a PTSD breakdown. I threw away the majority of my sex toys. I'm on a quest to restock and yesterday I received a new toy. She hasn't got a name yet, this is due to happen later today, more on that later.

Here she is. This is when I was just trying her on, the harness is a little bit too small it seems. It says it fits up to a 57 Inch Waist but it sits more on your hips. My waist is only 47 inches and if she sat there it would be a perfect fit but she doesn't. Anyway its not really a problem as I got her to fit in the end. I'm unsure if to name the attachment and the harness separately. I think I might. After a conversation on telegram this attachment may be called Candy or Flossy we shall see.

So the harness is the Bondara Plus Size Strap on Harness with adjustable rubber rings. This harness will turn any dildo you have into a strap on toy with three separate rubber rings that can be changed on the harness to accommodate for a range of different girths. Like I pointed out its supposed to fit up to a 57 inch waist but be prepared to measure your hips instead if you have a high waist like me and as a pudge cat also take into account your tummy.

Base Harness Size :13.5 Inches Across 
Harness Material: PU Leather 
Ring Diameters: 1.5 Inches, 1.75 Inches and 2 Inches 
Ring Material:  Rubber

I purchased two attachments for her, but I have fallen in love with the pink one so I think that might actually be my primary penis. 

The PipeDream Dildo and the Basix Rubber Gspot. The pipedream one has become primary penis. I love how it feels. If I squeeze it it extends slightly, if I wank it it moves with me, and because it's made out of rubber it takes on my body heat if I hold onto it for a while. I haven't tried the suction cup as this was bought for my harness. 

I wore it in bed while watching TV to get used to the harness and I felt.. complete? It's a hard feeling to express. I loved how it bulged under my dress, a lot like how I love to see femboys penis' bulge under their tiny little skirts. I kept rubbing it through the material and even though I couldn't feel the attention my dildo was getting it was having an effect in the pit of my stomach. Just the idea of playing with my bluge walking around with it made me a very happy kitty. 

As you can see it also has some amazing bounce. I couldn't stop pinging it at one point and playing with it. 

I can't stop watching, it's hypnotic!

The feeling that wearing the whole set up gave me, as I said is very hard to explain. I was cheeky, teasy, growly, dominant almost as the thirst in the chats I posted pictures too rose to levels I've never really had before. 

I began to think about the other attachment I bought. That maybe buying two wasn't' such a good idea. Until I did this. I put it inside me as I placed my bullet vibe on my clit and I masturbated my main penis. The pressure of the harness caused me to feel like I was really masturbating as I got clitoral pleasure as well as gspot stimulation. It was a pretty powerful orgasm and I found a use for the other attachment. I can't wait to feel if this works when fucking someone. 

Tonight I have one of my favourite play partners coming around as I promised them first dibs. I've only ever fucked someone with the feeldoe about 5 or so years ago and I hated it because you have to hold it inside yourself. It was very hard to do and to get pleasure from because you were concentrating so hard. I can't wait to try this on them. The idea of it has me pretty happy already, if I was wearing I would be bulging. 

So yeah, I'm hoping to keep this blog up to date with things that happen around me. Things I want to do. Ideas, erotica, dreams, reviews etc as I bring myself back into a sexual world. 

TATA! 

***As with all rubber toys, use condoms to stop degradation and cross contamination, wash them after play, house them separately (as if they touch other rubber toys can cause melting) and use water based lube. ***